Tuesday 3 March 2015

The Basics

Okay before I start any crazy endeavour I should probably tell you some basics about me.
- I am a very messy person
- I say what I think
- I can be a bit loud sometimes
- I suffer from extreme depression and OCD
- I started to write stories when I was 5
- I dislike people who believe Mental Illness is a joke
- I am very self conscious 
- It takes me a long time to get out of the bed in the morning
- I once didn't shower for a week because I was so depressed I couldn't leave my bed except to pee.
- I am senior and I hate school
- I am not very good at school because I am said to be 'too creative' and daydream.
- I have a deep desire to be free and run away.
- I don't wear make up to school because I don't have the strength to do it.
- I'm always late to school 
- I was bullied because I was 'different'
- I get sad a lot 
- I eat around 3 things a day 
- I dont exercise at all, to me it is a swear word.
- I have an anger problem which is weird and probably bordering on BPD
- I like to think that people are all good at heart even if I say I hate everyone.

This experience will change me, I know that but I hope I can stick to it. What have I got to lose?